I didn't know

I didn't know that freedom meant

allowing grief to strike as it pleases

I didn’t know that freedom meant 

both at choice and surrendered


I didn’t know that freedom meant

staying low in liminality

I didn’t know that freedom meant

not holding onto anything


I didn’t know that freedom meant

continually raw and at risk


I didn’t know that freedom meant

finding security within uncertainty

I didn’t know that freedom meant

recollecting the here and now, in every heartbeat

I didn’t know that freedom meant

sobriety…capability through humility 


I didn’t know that freedom meant

a forgiving open stance

I didn’t know that freedom meant

withdrawing all extrapolation

I didn’t know that freedom meant

keeping faith and trust in the body

 

I didn’t know that freedom meant

yielding 

to not knowing much of anything

Andiamo! performing the tammuriata at the 2023 NYC Dance Parade