Repairing Self-Betrayal

with Family & Systemic Constellations


Begins Tuesday, July 8, 2025 | Live on Zoom


10 sessions over 3 months

Something is already moving.
Not in your thoughts—but beneath them.
In the field. In the weight. In what hasn’t been fully met yet.

We’ll release the subtle self-betrayals that you learned to live with in order to stay safe, included, intact.

The parts of you that disappeared so others wouldn’t.

The instincts you swallowed. The needs you deferred.

The silence you mistook for strength.

With our breath, blood, bones and lineages, we’ll build momentum towards meeting the moment together. And without institution harnesses.

We’ll sort through what’s ours and not because not everything that moves through us is ours to hold.

This three-month experience is a constellation current—a stream of ongoing fieldwork.


A sustained energetic space where systemic truths can be seen, grief can move, and belonging to the world can deepen.

It’s a space to practice finding and holding the field, not just visiting it.


Part requiem, part amphitheater, part campfire.

A space for:

  • What’s been unfelt to be felt

  • Systemic truths to come into view

  • Grief to move

  • Belonging to the world to deepen

  • Creativity to open

To let the intelligence of the system’s rebalancing and reordering work through you—over time.

This is not therapy. Not coaching.
It’s soulful accompaniment.

A space where you don’t have to explain everything, fix everything, or be the strong one.

To slow down.

Recover.

Feel.

Have some peace.

We don’t force outcomes.
But with this kind of holding, transformation takes root.

✴ WHO IT’S FOR ✴

This is for those ready to come home to themselves inside a living system.


Especially powerful for:

  • Field-based guides—ancestral, somatic, systemic, or spiritual—working between bodies, generations, and words

  • Therapists, coaches, and bodyworkers curious about soul-level system repair in an ultra-wide-angle lens

  • Writers and artists seeking to root their creative expression in deeper coherence, ancestry, and field-sourced truth

  • Activists and organizers needing ongoing restoration and reconnection to self

  • Parents and caregivers aching for spaciousness to recuperate some of the cost of big labors of love

  • Constellation facilitators desiring a refresh or reset in foundational principles

  • Neurodivergent and marginalized bodies seeking safety, deep approval and radical inclusion

  • Anyone who’s learned to betray themselves to survive—and is ready to return

  • Anyone looking for a deep and wide container for whatever intention they bring

✴ WHAT WE’LL MOVE THROUGH ✴

This reset helps you repair patterns like:

  • Collapsing or overcompensating in relationships

  • Carrying more than your share in families, teams, or communities

  • Silencing your needs, instincts, or grief

  • Overidentifying with strength, invisibility, or the role of witness

  • Internalized guilt or inherited emotional burden

  • Feeling disconnected from your place or path

  • Subtle self-betrayal that became survival strategy

And supports your return to:

  • Systemic right size and position versus place

  • The sweet spot between authenticity that belonging

  • Boundaries without isolation

  • The weight of your soul

  • Creative and ancestral integration

  • Feeling grounded, real, and integral

✴ THE STRUCTURE ✴

Each session will include a fusion of community alchemical conversation, writing / art prompts, family / systemic constellation, somatics and holding change practice. You will change the inner images you hold that help shape your reality.

✴ THE THEMES ✴

July: Balance, Order, Weight & Size
Where have you been carrying too much—or too little?
How does restoring systemic order free up flow?

Denying your own balance, weight, or size is a form of self-betrayal. This is where we begin.

“I take what is mine and leave you with what is yours.” “There is space for me, too.”

August: Acknowledgement & Accompaniment
We touch what’s long been unfelt—grief, truth, or pain that’s lived unnamed in the field.

This is often where disenfranchised grief often comes into view. Grief not conventionally allowed. Grief of odd things. Things no one talks about or knows how to make space for. Experiences of exile.

Here, we practice making room for more.

September: Belonging & Individuation
We explore ourselves within our new terrain as we practicing our craft, learn from trial and error, and polish this becoming.

✴ FORMAT & FLOW ✴

Live Calls on Tuesdays | 7:00–8:30pm ET
Dates: July 8, 15, 22 | August 5, 12, 19 | September 2, 9, 16 | Final Session: September 30
All sessions are on Zoom.

✴Sliding Scale Exchange: $200–$300/month

Choose the tier that aligns with your capacity and integrity. Learn More
Total range: $600–$900 for full course. Median = $750.

✨ Add-on Option: You may book up to three private 45-minute sessions at a reduced student rate of $60–$140 (regular $100–$200). See list of possible explorations here.

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